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PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS BLOG IS GOING TO GO UNDER DEMOLISHMENT SOON,
ACTUALLY, I WONT DEMOLISH IT.
JUST WILL CLOSE.
COS LINKS ARE HERE
AND YEAH.
VISIT ME @
www.face-it-imnotanaveragekid.blogspot.com
thanku...
BLOG DEMOLISHING IN..
3....2.....1
wait.
must have memorial
this blog..
90 posts altogether..
secrets were leaked out here
friends and loved ones tagged here.
but now its time to say goodbye
or maybe instead just say bye bye
-THE LOVED BLOG OF MINE.
or at least i loved it.
it seems like the harder i try, the further i drift away from you.........
the exams are round the corner but i just cant concentrate.
i keep thinking of you and how badly i want to be with you.
YOU finally made a friendster!
haha.
gd luck for exams people!
HELLO!
f----
my tagboard wont show up:/
my comp is lagging.
and im hating it:/
school was ohkayy
nothing mych.
besides the fact the cher was annoying
and wen cai is an ass.
nothing much other then that
and i tried to hit kim hai with erasers,
but somehow,
it always hits kai kiat
i think erasers are attracted to him.
hehe
bye.
MY TAG BOARD IS NOT SHOWING!
AND SO IS SENIORS..
AND THE OTHERS!
HELLO!
f----
my tagboard wont show up:/
my comp is lagging.
and im hating it:/
school was ohkayy
nothing mych.
besides the fact the cher was annoying
and wen cai is an ass.
nothing much other then that
and i tried to hit kim hai with erasers,
but somehow,
it always hits kai kiat
i think erasers are attracted to him.
hehe
bye.
MY TAG BOARD IS NOT SHOWING!
AND SO IS SENIORS..
AND THE OTHERS!
3 WORDS.
I LOVE YOU!
kayy...
TODAY MORNING GEREK SIAA!!
pe rawked!
it was raining....
we did running...
AND I RAN IN THE RAINNN
then i got wet lahh
DRENCHED.
then i went canteen, buy3 bottles of plain water!
then had water drenching system!
i was dreanched.
underwear and bra also!!
dripping mann
FUNNNN!!!!!!!
then went toilet.
i changed.
then i was still wet.
then the others wasnt
so hahaha..
i poured water on gwen..
ACTUALLY, IT WAS
throw water over the toilet door!!
haha!
sorry
but ill be thankful to u forever and ever!!!!!!!!
fun!
then i didnt put on my skirt...
and u can see my bra through the shirt
haha!
yeah
fun
but after recess...
boring sia
everone so moody and quiet
not their fault.
it was raining.
than there was thunder.
then sunshine was like
JAPANISE COME READDY!
hahahaha!!!
damn funny.
at that moment
haha!
bye lahh
hellooooo!!!
just came back from school(2 hrs ago)
EVERYBODY IS EMO.
cheer up!
well...
nothing much.
except the CCP TRIPPED AND STUMBLED!!
HEELS TOO HIGH FOR HER LAHH.
actually, wasnt THAT funny until adam laughed!!!!!
then i caught is=D
his laugh is jankit easily
hahahahha!
first ill be like haha!
then he laugh...ill be..
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like that!
after school...
chatted with ELMO!
haiz....eveyone so emo
WHEE!
haha
cheer up lahh...
haiz.
exams coming:/
sad
sigh..
bye bye
CHEEEEER UUUUUUUUUUUUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO HAPPY TODAY.
went to religious class
ZHARIF HID UNDER HIS SIT COS HE DIDNT BRING HIS ARAB BOOK!!!
and the cher didnt see him:D
best mann
and and...
SOMEONE TOLD ME SOMETHING I WAS GLAD TO HEAR!!
well yeah.
but the world is still a dark, dark, place
people are suffering.
behind those smiles
people are strong....
ffffffffff
i ate exactly 9 chewing gums, 20 sweets and a lot of other junk food in the past hour.
urgh.
shit.
i want the world to be a better place.
so i will stop junking.
i hate junking.
if u ever see me junking,
means im in the "the world is a harsh, harsh place, no one deserves to live in it"
mood.
haiz...
I JUST WANT THE WORLD TO STOP FIGHTING.
IT WILL MAKE MY DAY.
and please, we, in tkss speak english.
not chim english
and to the ccp, DONT ACT.
thats for ian too....
AND FOR THE BIATCHES OUT THERE.
we dont want you.
k.
SCHOOL WAS OK.
XEPT LIT AND EVERYTHING.
hx was like pissing me off agian.
i dont know why.
and the dream that i had about adam, i dont know what it means alright,
but im not sure....about myself
damn.
i dont know why nowadays...
i cant remember all the goodstuff..
only the bad.
i seriously dont
the world is a cruel, cruel, place.
i dont like hx anymore.
too annoying.
maybe i like him as a friend only.
but now, i seriously dont know...
and lit is suck.
at least FUCkrida didnt come in today.
but i swear she was looking at me.
then i walked down with gwen,
jas with crys.
the world is a complicated place
hello engkau!!!!!!!!
well......
during school ntg happened.
xept that i was pissed at hx.
somehow.
aft school...
i was walking to library then jannah was like,
eh! i got plan.
yeah.
so they said they wanted to go emas at 4.15
i was like..k lah. set.
so i went for remedial..
nothing to do watt.....
then was kinda fun lah.
peng da was a loser.
totaly.
he ripped his paper,
copy wrongly..
then me and him were like laughing likes shit lah.
shu tong was pissed at us.
i could tell=D
then at like 3.45,
i felt guilty.
so i went emas.
then i saw shoes outside.
then i was like who is that ah?
then i went inside and ALL 1f girls were inside.
scccaaaaary.
so i sat next to humai...
then like 15 mins later, hafiz, luqman, syahiira(i think) and nadzirah
came in.
thank god.
the the others came in like 10 mins before class ended.
paaaaandaaaai betol.
then i stuck my tongue out at jannah.
heeee
yeah.
*toot* was like damn emo today.........
CHEER UP!
at least today was better then ytd:)
ytd sucked.
but today was better!
still sucked, but better.
cos cos cos
hong xiang started calling me bitch and started hitting me again!
whee!!!!
but he still didnt steal my things:p
wen cai kept stealing my magnetic stationary:/
annoying lahh....
well assembly sucked.
malay was ohkayy
history rocked!
ccp:D
shout out to all my loves::::
I LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!!!
THANK U 4 MAKING SCHOOL PLEASENT:D
okayy.
but with good things, come bad,
bad::
she hasnt replied my sms.
for 2 days already.
now i have a stupid i dont know what
stopping me from watching porn:/
sigh.
how am i supposed to get high??
damn it
k fine.
then i havent studied,
my i pod has one new scratch
i havent done bookmark,
sunshine is still teasing us
and i dont know.
but mr chenmalichen is starting to rawk.
and i failed history HORRIBLY.
9.5/25
horrible.
and yeah.
i feel like dying.
4 WORDS.
IM LIVING IN HELL.
the end. i have not f-touched the computer.
fr 2 days already. so here i am.
i think hong xiang and i are kinda drifting apart.
not good.
he doesnt call me bitch anymore:/
i can cry.
i can actually cry now.
and hx didnt throw a paper ball at me back.
nor did he steal my things.
the anti-nadira club died.
and now im just trying to see if i can remain his shit.
but i dont think so.
i shall just forget him,
and i think it is also cos of a ll those out there,
SUNSHINE...who like made fun of us and making horrible jokes.
please stop.
or else, you might as well see me in the obituries page tommorow.
have a nice day and expect me to blog again tommorow.
oh and jas, thank u 4 thinking im lesbo.
you made my day.
yeah.
she is not replying my smses.
i feel unloved.
wait. i dont have to feel that way,
i already am.
i bet if i went to africa and live there forever,
no one will miss me.
gd nyt.
*bad nyt.
butthiswasthedayisawherwithsomeoneelse.
anditrellyhurtmyfeelingscosshesaidshewasnevergoingtobewithanyoneeveragain.
iguessthatitsjustme...takinstuffforgranted.
thatshowimmeanttobe.meissuckishandaloserandaeverstayingretard.
sometimesiwishthaticouldjustbeawholenewdifferentperson.
someonemuchmuchbetterthenme.
sometimes...i just feel that i love you more then me.
sometimes....MISERY IS MY COMPANY.
sometimes,i feel like im nothing.
kapadakau....AKU TELAH MEMBERI KESAYANGANKU YANG TERBANYAK TETAPI KAMU MASIH HENDAK BERMAIN DENGAN EMOSIKU....BUKANLAH KAMU TAHU...BAHAWA KAMU IALAH CAHAYA DALAM KEHIDUPANKU. TANPAMU,
BUMIKU KEGELAPAN..TANPAMU DALAM BUMIKU, KEHIDUPANKU KEHILANGAN MAKNA. AKU AKAN MATI TANPAMU...
jadi....kenape??why did u have to do this to me??
to take away the one and only joy in my life??
why did u have to leave me alone to face the harsh reality??
why??? everynight, without you knowing...i think of you and the good times we had.
i feel like killing me,
in fact, killing the whole world with me.
aku masih sayangkanmu...tatapi...aku pasti engkau benciku..
tanpa alasan yang benar..
kamu...kamu takut...takut untuk dalam sesuatu hubungan...
kamu mesti kuatkan dirimu...
AKU MASIH CINTAKANMU!!!
I STILL LOVE YOU!
PLEASE...TOLONGLAH....
DATANG BALIK KAPADA DIRIKU INI.
AKU PERLUKANMU,
AKU HENDAKMU..
AKU MAHU KAMU SAHAJA.
AKU TIDAK MAHU APE2 LAGI.
please...i might deem fine on anyday..
but the truth is, i hurt ever so badly inside..
and you caused it.
but i still love you ever so much.......
AND THIS TIME...ILL ADMIT...THAT I NEED YOU, SAY I LOVE YOU..
hey *
it might be the time i confess to all of you out there.
but i shall not.
i must not.
only 5 in the whole entire world know my darkest secrets.
which is me, and god and 3 other.
you know who you are.
and i hope u keep it to yourself.
PLEASE...I NEED YOU SO MUCH.
saw gwen in parkway!
she saw me 1st.
but i saw her another time and i called out her name but she didnt hear me.
I GOT MY KEYBOARD SWEATY WHILE TAGGING AT CRYS BLOG.
just finished soccer...
dripping in sweat....
sweat all over the keyboard.
gross. but cool!
well.....ytd i was at religious class.
zharif got scolded cos he kept talking to me.
haha!
then the f-teacher ask him to sit in front next week.
i was god damned pissed of at her.
bloody asshole.
f-it.
then like in class this bloody tooted up p5 boy kept msging me.
HELLO HIM! he isjust sitting diagonally across me!
wasting my money sia.
:/
hate him.
then this p5 girls started ganging up on me.
so sad.
they lost.
cosi knew more vulgarities then them.
and made them shut their f-ing mouth up.
but i felt so sinful.
kat madrasah summore.
sigh...
well gwen, i do have to speak malay sometimes u know.
cos if u noticed..
its only me and adam.
ahaha!
later i fail//
welll.............
have a nice day people....
and blah blah...........
oh. zharif is a cukoohead.
stupid boy:/
ahahaha!
eew.
the keyboeard is still sweaty:/
i shall wipe it later.
ahaha!.
i actually did my homework.
suprise2
today, WAS FUN!
poor crys.
dont blame yourself dear.....
its not ur fault.
well...
i wAS supposed to give crystal 100 plus.
but SOMEONE=D
cught up with me and we ended up yacking and yacking.
and yeah.
so i told her everything in me.
as in troubling me.
and you listened.
thank you you.
i was just looking back and reflecting.
i realised everyone changed. a lot.
so i guess its time for me to move on.
and forget about the past.
yeah.
well, in the morning, i was kinda sad...
cos HE went far away to dexter there.
and i tot AHEM wen cai AHEM
told him something he was not supposed to.
but in the end, HE went to me there, and
started hitting me all over again.
and it felt normal and nice
good thing i did notkill wen cai.
luckily sia
he dint do anything rong.
ahahahahahaha.
well...
now...you, as in the you mentioned above..
dont tell anyone what i told u at the stairs ok!
thanks a you the very very much much
yeah.
well, 1C...WE WANT TO WIN!
and YAY! IM GOING TO INDIA WITH ADAM AND GWEN AND CRYSTAL.
dream mann.,
hahahahaha!
well...
humai...nadira can be elmo too you know??
aaaaaha!.
yeah.
tk people are scary.
maybe im gonna have 2nd thoughts of changing school.....
but iwont.
most probably.
cos tk is nadiras school and nadira loves it.
ahaha.
go india!
and *****...doont deny the fact that u still like him luhh
NADIRA LOVES YOU!!! <3
andhimtoo.
ALthough i am happy, im still a confused person....
i dont know who i love more.
although one of them. it would be a huge sin.....
but im already a sinned person.
so why not????
but i dont know.
]thats my main concern.
im not sure if i love x.
or i love y.
i think-i know i love x.
i like y. but i dont know....
FINE.
i do break promises.
BUT I SWEAR THIS IS ONLY AFTER I did my speling
and all my hmework.
well....
today art was fun!
looks like 1c people eats everything.
including uncooked ikan bilis
wonderous.
and then after school was npcc.
went for the k9 thingy
at chua chu kang
faaar away.
there damn slack.
watched a short video(with tkg and telok kjurau)
then we went see the dogs.
slack sia.
the bus ride there was stupid and boring.
but on the way back it was fun!
i caught nisa take pic of wen cai.
oh deaar.
i think. cos when wen cai turned around, she put her phone in like tat position
and the boys were gayy...
ahaha!
they took pics of each other!
and i caught widea and nissa camwhoring on the bus!
caught in the act!
\hahahaha!
buts its ok lah
studied on the bus.
so like kiasu.
and then yeah..
we cheated
we asked people about the quiz.
HAHAHAHA!
cheated.
and crystal, the last part did ot need calculations!
just look!
haahaaha.
then i saw klarissa.
kesian.
wait like 40 mins for her mum after emas..
hahaa!
yeah
overall the day was good.
xept from recess to lit.
i was busy thingking about things.
MALAY, FOR THE 1ST TIME, ACTUALLY CHEERED ME UP!
WHOAWEE!
never ever before sia!
hahahahahahahahahahha!
k. have a nice day.
and i love you!
and WEN CAI IS AN ASSHOLE.
the end.
he did not have to announce to the whole wierd rite??
haha.
well..
have a nice day!
eh. nite!
nadira wont be online on msn for a while.
one.
she has studies
she has to revise for her exams or she wil die.
2nd.
her computer has jammed because she
watches crap.
and she thinks thats the reason her computer got virus.
so she will stop watching crap forever.
cos if the guy comees to fix it..
he will know the site.
and shell be dead.
so techically, shell die.
and she hates life now.
she is bloody confused.
she feels like just going in front of a speeding car
and end it once and for all.
i mean, she has no point in life.
and shes a loser.
and she is not asking me to do this for fun.
its serious.
and she feels like the worlds going to end.
and god hates her.
she is trying to be the best she can be now.
and blogging will be out.
or going online all the tim either.
nadira will keep these promises.
if she breaks it, she owes me a lot of money.
and i understand she bets a lot.
so nadira says bye to this blog till long later.
and nadira says that if u think u know her so well,
think again.
and nadira says that u cant judge the nadira u see in school.
cos thats a completely different her.
-nadira did not post this-
-i did-
-and i was asked by her-
-and she says that she loves him no matter what.
even if he treats her like shit-
k lah.
had a nice day at school
maybe cos im sitting at the back of malay once more!
whee.
now i got overdue library book.
again
i forgot.
darn me
shitty
weeelllll...
TOMATOBIVIOUS!
damn it.
its been stuck in my head ever since hx said it.
WHEE!
AHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAAHAHAH
now im dead.
ahaha
seriiously.
now i know that a certain CIK E(l)MO
only replies sms when she has the mood to.
so elmo:D
so not emo lahh.
elmo!
wheeeee!
i posted survey readdy.
so sadd
i shall not post more.
oh.
botak guy is stuuupid
haha.
u shd know who lahh
GUYISH:
[x] You like being sweaty.
[x] You love hoodies and jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's funny when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys ona team.
[x] Shopping is torture
[x] Sad movies suck
[ ] You own an XBox/PS/GB.
[ ] At some point in time you wantedto be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a PSP.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with PowerRangers
[x] You watch sports on TV
[x] Gory movies are awesome
[ ] You only go to your dad for advice
[ ] You own like a trillion baseballcaps.
[x] You like going to football games
.[ ] You used to/do collect baseballcards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool.
[x] Fire is cool.
[x] You don't babysit
[x] It's kinda weird to havesleepovers with a bunch ofpeople
[x] Green, black, red, blue or silverare your favouritecolor(s).
[x] You don't care about your hairsometimes/all the time
[x] You love to go crazy
[x] Contact sports like basketball arefun too.
Now add the numbers up and multiply itby 5.
Post as "I'm 85% boyish.
"GIRLY:
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop all the time.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You buy different colored shirts(OF COS! ARSENAL JERSEY AINT COME IN BLACK!)
[ ] You have many of the same shirtsin different colors(PLAIN GROSS)
[?] You don't like shopping at HotTopic
[x] Wear the color pink(HEY. I LIKE BEING GAY)
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging at the mall.(ITS FUN YOU KNOW!)
[ ] You like getting manicures and/orpedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a part of your wardrobe.
[ ] You take a long time doing yourhair.(NO WAY)
[ ] Shopping is one of your favoritehobbies.
[ ] You hate the movieStar Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading,gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 30 minutes toget dressed and put on make-up andaccesories
[x] You smile a lot more than youshould.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs ofshoes.(I HAVE ONLY 2)
Add them up and multiply by 5.Post as "I'm 20% girly
SURRVEYY!
Two Names You Go By:
huh?
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
baseball shirt and shorts. so not the matching. but i wear anything!!
Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
blurness and trust
Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
swear and crap about things
Two Things You Want Very Badly At TheMoment:
my-rib-poking partner and someone
Two pets you had/have:
nadira and nabil
what the last two things yoo didyesterday ?
sigh and wish i was in school to be with THEM
T
wo things you ate today:
nothing. eh..1 sandwitch and sweets
Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
admire and PE!
Two favorite beverages:
beer and 100 plus??
Two of your least favorite things todo:cry and go back home
survey part 2 LOVESURVEYY
[01] Is there anyone you love at themoment?
yeeeah
[02] Have you ever been given roses?
NO.
[03] What is your all-time favoriteromance movie?
I DONT WATCH ROMANCE MOVIES U TOOT
[04] How many times have you honestlybeen in love.?
that means i in r/s or just love someone?? CONFUSIIIING
[05] Do you believe that everyone hasa soul-mate?
mayyyybe
[06] Do you think that you should putyour friends first?
YEEEAH! friends are special, so important they make ur world go rounnd(kudos to barney)
[07] Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yeah
[08] Your thoughts on onlinerelationships?
I DONT KNOW
[9] Have you ever seen a friend asmore than a friend?
YEAHH...tomatobivious.
[10] Do you believe thestatement, "Once a cheater always acheater"?
no.
[11] How many kids do you want to have?
i wanna adopt
[12] What is your favorite color(s)?
ORANGE BLACK RED BLUE BLAH BLAH BLAH
[13] What are your views on gaymarriages?
OMG! SO COOOOL MANN!eh, gay or lesbo? or both the same. BUT ITS COOOL!
[14] Do you believe you truly onlylove once?
maybe....
[15] Imagine you're 79 & your spousejust died, would you re-marry?
WOW. I LIVED TO 79??
[16] At what age did you startnoticing the opposite sex?
12.
[17] What song do you want to hear atyour wedding?
KEEP UR HANDS OF MY GIRL!
[18] Do you Know someone who likes you?
tough question. i dont know. others assume
[19] Do you truly love someone right?
YES...TOMATOBIVIOUS
[20] What's Their Name?GWEN.CRYSTAL.JAS.HUMAI.
and someone else. TOMATOBIVIOUS!
[21] Why do u love him/her?I LOVE RETARDED PEOPLE.who are nice and cute and funny.
I AM HAPPY NOW
I JUST CRAPPED WITH HX ONLINE
AND I FEEL NICE
AND HAPPY!
im going to link everyone
soon.
at night
i am feeling lousy today....
actuallaye..
i have since been feeling lousy from ytd.
i miss school.
at least ill go back tomorrooowww...
WHHEE!
i love school!
wanna know why?
cos school is funner then staying at home.
much funner
cos in school
it is interesting. not boring like shit..
and GOOD MORNING REVIVAL ROCKS!
again.
haha!
but i prefer the young and hopeless.
cos thats me.
i can be really stupid at times.
and i say the darnest things.
next time..
when im aboout to say something stupid.
stop me.
at least i wont feel like a fool..
in this bloody world.
there are such things as insults.
some people can take insults.
some people cant
i can take insults when i feel like it.
and when i feel like it is when i know youre kidding
or youre just saying for the fun of it
and there ARE times people actually take insults and it goes
deep inside
and it hurts so bad.
im not like ian.
dont take me wrong.
i can take insults.
like mentioned above.
but somtimes.
insults may be the truth.
but then thats ok.
but often, the truth hurts
OMG.
MY BRO CAMWHORES.
i just checked his phone just now.
AND
BOOM!
gay galore
but suprisingly...
he knows liao.
NAD HE LOOKED NATURAL!
LIKE ADAM!
and he was like WOW.
male model.
and he knew the best angles!!!
i cant beat him.
and i think he is better then some minahs out there that put "cute"
when theyre not.
BUT MY BRO CAN PUT SUPER CUTE!
he like did so many poses.
mat pose...
emo pose...
wierd pose.
ALL BY HIMSELF!
omg omg omg lahh
and zharif is such a goody goody....
haha
lalalaalalalalalala
WHAT-A-DISCOVERY-
oh.oh.
im HIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH!!!!!
im bored. i shall do this.
FACTS YOU MIGHT KNOW OR YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT NADIRA
-plain wierd(that means unique=D)
-i have 2 younger siblings and (i side my bro)
-i AM WEIGHT CONSIOUS
-never ever try to force feed me
-NEVER anger me in anyway.(you wont live to see 2mr)
-i am anti-nadira(you should know)
-i am crazy over TOOTS
-i have MANY MANY MANY SINS:/(kene bertaubat)
-i DO many sins
-I COMMIT SINS
-therefore, im very sinfull
CONFESSIONS:
-i like someone in sec 1 in either C,d or F.
you guess.
-i didnt say he was malay. dont jump to conclusions
-i do lie when i have to(and when i do not):/
-told ja im sinfull
-i love the company of hong xiang as my partner
-DONT WORRY. I WONT BE EXACTLY LIKE HIM
-ill just follow his retarded footsteps.
-IM ADDICTED TO PEANUTS.
-the kind they give during art lesson
-the kind u can use as earrings.
-SECRETS
-i secretly love wearing myself out so much i hurt
(thats the reason i joined npcc)
-i used to be ********************************toot
-and now im not sure if i am a *****************
maybe....
ahah.
THE TRUTH.
-I LIE
-I USUALLY FALL FOR THE MOST RETARDED PEOPLE
-WHEN IM BORED...
ILL FEEL THE SADDEST.
the end!
THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS.
-YOU DONT KNOW ME AT ALL.
SO DONT THINK YOU DO...........
UNLESS U THINK U REALLY DO, OF COS..
BUT THEN IF U THINK YOU DO...
YOURE WRONG
COS I KEEP MANY HIDDEN SECRETS IN ME THAT ONLY 1 OR 2 IN THIS WORLD KNOWS.
MAYBE 3.
GOD, MYSELF AND her..and her.
DONT ASK ME WHY IM FLYING SO HIGH IN THE SKY.
AND IM FEELING VERY SINFUL TOO.
DAMN IT.
YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE TOLD ME.
NOW IM ADDICTED..
BUT ITS ALRITE!!
good morning revivallll!!!!!!
now i have very little money left
who ask me spend so much.
AND THE SENIORS IN OUR SCHOOL R PROFESIONALLLLLL!!!!!
WHHOOOOOOTS!
tk rocks mann!
AND IMMM H I G H U P I N T H E S K YY.................
LALALA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
it is a happy day.
i actually got more then 15 happy birthdays this year
compared to 5 last year:/
HAHA!
IMMM HIIIIIGH!
GOT ME A NEW WALLET!
lalala!!!!!!
im soo happy.
im stuffed.
and today in school was funnn.
BLOG FOR RETARDS-COMING SOON.
THE MEMBERS OF THE American W(something) C(something)
SHALL POST THERE ABOUT RETARDED PEOPLE.
and yeaaaah.
hong xiang didnt molest me today!
nor take my stuff!
yay me!
whee!
i got GOOD CHARLOTTES GOOD MORNING REVIVAL!!!!!!
and i love it!
a fing lot.
and i got myself a niiice comic.
haha!
and malay was a sad time.
i was FORCED TO SIT IN FRONT.
and i hate it.
back is nicer.
less self consiousness.
ahaha
weeelllll
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 more years till im safe to have sex:D
and you guys know where to buy comdoms secretly??
i owe someone:D one!
and she wants strawberry flavour somemore.
where to get sia!!!!!!!
fussy...
HAHA!
dang it.
i love me.
i love the anti-nadira club
and the awc.
WE ROCK!
AND I LOVE TKSS AND THE PEOPLE IN IT:D
yeah.
elmo sayd u must love people.
or was that barney??
i dont knoww....
ahaha!
damn.
i love today so much,
and hx doesnt have a handphone.
i shall get him one soon,
in 10 years time!!!!!!!
ahahahahaha!
crapped a lot today:D
and loved every bit of it!
fine.
this shall be a happy post.
THE ANTI NADIRA CLUB ROCKS!
i mean it really does.
and i am the cheif
and i am hating my own self
haha
and it is fun.
next to hong xiang...
today....
he stole my pencil box
and my stationary9this act was supported by wen cai)
and my wallet
and he poked me at my ribs there.
and dumped my history book on my head
and threw eraser at me
and shot "dick" guns at me
and stepped on my shoe
and kicked my shin
and shook my hand so hard
and laughed like an idiot many the times.
and got me high
and got me laughing
and blew all my troubles away.
and he broke my pen tip
and he scribbled on my desk
and my book
and he stole 2 of my sour power
and yeeahhh.
nice right???
oh and he called me a bitch
and a female dog.
damn cool.
yeah
but now..
major conflict
i feel that for now..
i wish i was in hgs...
where i didnt have much friends
where i have no probs..
xept the lack of frienndddssss.
ahaha.
yeaaaah.
but now.
i guess.
my life is half over.
part of me wants to die
most of me wants to stay alive.
and now..
i REALLY REALLY want to go to school
and be retarded with hong xiang
its fun
and i want to just do nothing
AND TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY.
REMEMBER IT.
SO THE LEAST U COULD DO IS WISH ME.
thatll make my day.
(haha. last year, i only had 2 wishes or 3)
but that was only when i told them it was my bdae)
it was a sad year..
last year(but still fun)
but i think this year..
somehow became both better and worse.
2nd post in a day.
but this time i have nothing to say
i shall post lyrics
this represents how i feel right now, and if you know me, you will know that in order 4 it to be complete, change a few word.
replace it with something else.
and youll get my life at home.
good charlotte: emotionless
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you
That I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're all right?
Well we're all right
We're all right
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart,
you broke your children for life
It's not ok, but we're all right
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
The days I spent so
Cold, so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside this tattooed body
There's things I'll take
To my grave
But I'm okayI'm okay
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not ok, but were all right
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
Yeah I'm still alive
And Sometimes
I forgive
Yeah and this time
I'll admit
That I miss you,
said I miss you
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
Its not ok, but we're all right
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know that Im still alive..
And sometimes I forgive
And this time I'll admit
That I miss you,
I miss you
Hey dad
altough im back from npcc doing pt.
im just back from exercising.
now im almost gonna eat dinner.
cos i came back.
by taxi.
on the way back,
i was bored and suddenly became emo.
i remembered anything.
so i played scr, sit up, push up.
everything.
to get it off my mind.
haha.
yeahh
i cant believe im saying this,
but hong xiang rocks my geog world!
suddenly today, time passed fast.
i actually didnt want geog to end.
to be honest.
i mean, the anti-nadira club...
squashed models of dick made of soft eraser...
crapping.
nice day
g-string...
number 1 hotspot(or stg liddat)(codename for someone)
ahaha
damn fun.
and the throwing of wood.
he threw it into my shirt okk....
haha.
then i had fun.
i was laughing like shit.
for once, i felt as if i was in hgs again...
like the times i fooled around retarded.
yeah.
the same almost same feeling again.
i felt good.
and now, i think doing self pt is stupid.
now im pooped:/
darn it.
shd have just thought of hgs and hx.
darn,
good night.
sorry crystal!
haha
I HATE HISTORY AND GEOG!
DAMN IT!
MY ANSWERS WERE MEREPEK!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN IT!
I ANSWER ANYHOW!
ANYTHING I REMEMBERED I GASAKED ONLY!
too bad if u missed the guy post