Ur name..
butthiswasthedayisawherwithsomeoneelse.
anditrellyhurtmyfeelingscosshesaidshewasnevergoingtobewithanyoneeveragain.
iguessthatitsjustme...takinstuffforgranted.
thatshowimmeanttobe.meissuckishandaloserandaeverstayingretard.
sometimesiwishthaticouldjustbeawholenewdifferentperson.
someonemuchmuchbetterthenme.
sometimes...i just feel that i love you more then me.
sometimes....MISERY IS MY COMPANY.
sometimes,i feel like im nothing.
kapadakau....AKU TELAH MEMBERI KESAYANGANKU YANG TERBANYAK TETAPI KAMU MASIH HENDAK BERMAIN DENGAN EMOSIKU....BUKANLAH KAMU TAHU...BAHAWA KAMU IALAH CAHAYA DALAM KEHIDUPANKU. TANPAMU,
BUMIKU KEGELAPAN..TANPAMU DALAM BUMIKU, KEHIDUPANKU KEHILANGAN MAKNA. AKU AKAN MATI TANPAMU...
jadi....kenape??why did u have to do this to me??
to take away the one and only joy in my life??
why did u have to leave me alone to face the harsh reality??
why??? everynight, without you knowing...i think of you and the good times we had.
i feel like killing me,
in fact, killing the whole world with me.
aku masih sayangkanmu...tatapi...aku pasti engkau benciku..
tanpa alasan yang benar..
kamu...kamu takut...takut untuk dalam sesuatu hubungan...
kamu mesti kuatkan dirimu...
AKU MASIH CINTAKANMU!!!
I STILL LOVE YOU!
PLEASE...TOLONGLAH....
DATANG BALIK KAPADA DIRIKU INI.
AKU PERLUKANMU,
AKU HENDAKMU..
AKU MAHU KAMU SAHAJA.
AKU TIDAK MAHU APE2 LAGI.
please...i might deem fine on anyday..
but the truth is, i hurt ever so badly inside..
and you caused it.
but i still love you ever so much.......
AND THIS TIME...ILL ADMIT...THAT I NEED YOU, SAY I LOVE YOU..
hey *
it might be the time i confess to all of you out there.
but i shall not.
i must not.
only 5 in the whole entire world know my darkest secrets.
which is me, and god and 3 other.
you know who you are.
and i hope u keep it to yourself.
PLEASE...I NEED YOU SO MUCH.